The blessed month is here. Just like that, 5 days have passed. It's been nearly two weeks since my last update. Frankly, it didn't feel long at all. The online system training for the counselors is over. Meeting and talking to some of the counselors after the session was highly unexpected and truly inspirational. My plan to avoid totally backfired. I've had a few offers to go into social work but it's one hell of an emotional ride I can't handle. So I'm still... jobless and temping. I know it sounds pathetic but I'm just numb all over. The feeling is like when my fingers get poked by the needle several times while sewing that I don't even think to wince but just suck on it and carry on. Now that my hair's all long again, I feel it's the right time for me to chop it all off. I do that when I'm down. I think it's been awhile since my last melancholy that I'm able to let my hair grow. It's just been a bleak and somber week. I pray next week will be better.
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