This is my first september night.

It's the first of September already. And I'm listening to Metric's Empty. Today had been a very good day. Everytime I feel happy, I listen to sad-sounding songs just before bedtime. I guess it's because most of my favorite songs sound slightly forlorn. It's simply comforting. And peaceful. These sad songs are like the aftermath for an explosion of fierce happiness. Each song represents a spark that gets blown off. And as it fades, it has a kind of calming effect, which is a nice feeling. All sad feelings come at night too. I'll start to think about missed opportunities and past happiness. Yesterday was the dateline for the Pameran Poskad submissions. I didn't submit anything. Maybe it's my lack of discipline or time management. Maybe juggling work and favorite past time is wishful thinking. I thought I could do it. I don't know. My priorities are all over the place all over again right now. I've too much to think for the night, sleep please come take me away.