Tonight, the 7th day of Ramadhan and my womb just started it's usual monthly fit. Maybe this is God telling me to take a rest. I wouldn't say that it had been a tough first week. But I won't lie that it wasn't challenging. I worry about work, horrible horrible work. I worry about missing datelines. I worry about receiving ASAP emails and getting last minute investigation tasks. I worry about doing my prayers late and not on time (always, at work). I worry about missing terawih (which I already did, twice). I worry about overeating during break fast. I worry that I won't be able to make this Ramadhan better than the last. Maybe this short break from fasting is God telling me to worry less and focus on one thing at a time without priorities overlapping because even though I hope things would go the way I want it to go, it won't. So I have got to chill.
Almighty God, the most Gracious, the most Merciful, thank You. You know best.
Below random photos from today. Yup, embroidered during lunch break at work. Simple sweet and sour dish by mum with rice for break fast. And I made no bake Nutella cheese cake. Work tomorrow.




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